things happen for a reason...
even if you don't want it to
even if you don't believe in it
everything happens for a reason
reasons unknown
resons so stupid
so live on
go with your heart
do whats best
even if you think so
in the end
everything will pay off
and your life
it will go on


my life's screwed...>_<

but i'll go on... -_-;;

i can't die yet!... gotta meet toshiya and touch him first!... :b

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i got the myspace for the Dir En Grey Street Team Detroit up

go join...

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very bored... kinda sad too...

but yeah got a lot of new stuff done today...
i'll post them tomorrow after shoppin

need to find a new job...

so i finally decided to get this thing stated...^-^ hi to everyone... its late... be nice... ehhehe but yeah love this place...
thanks for stopping by...

and nutin new happened today... still thinking of diru tho...>_<

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So Monday night I went to the Diru concert in Detroit and can I say…I have never had a better time in my life… KAT a friend came all the way over from Florida just for this concert… that bastard man she got SHINYA's drum stick…>_< anyways just hear what happens next…

Uhm imma make it a little shorter then before so just gonna cut to the beginning of the concert…

So we didn't get there until 5:00 since we had to go pick up a friend… it was freezing cold… and all everyone had on was a shirt and a pant sine me and Mai my sister took our coats back to the car…so the coat was left in the car since we THOUGHT it was gonna be so crowded…so we got in me and my two sister… Mai and Bao… and Matt (our friend we had to drive back to pick up) went to stay on the second level… and I don't regret a bit that I wasn't on the floor… I saw everyone of them so clear and wow it was amazing… Kat on the other hand went down there… in front of KYO... she missed out on so much...

Okay no about DIRU!!!

So we were waiting for DIRU to come out and they came out people was screaming even me…whenever one of the STAFFS would play little parts on Diru's instruments.. And can I say when the brag KYO's little red crate out everyone went crazy… me too I wanted them to come out..,. lol and the finally SHINYA was the fist to come out wearing a pant and a black vest then DIE came wearing an ACDC shirt and a torn up jean and he was also yawning >_<, TOSHIYA had on his sexy or similar to the IT WITHERS AND WITHERS V-neck ¾ sleeve shirt ya noe which one is is right?, and KAORU wore a TOSHIYA style shirt… hahah which means it was smilar to TOSHIYA's but black and a round neck!!! What suck was that THERE WAS NO G.D.S.!!! that was what we all wanted to have… finally KYO came out wearing a black tight pant and a black jacket with nothing under…

THE FINAL started to play… everyone's hand went up like KYO's… I was expecting them to play this song last or close to last… the sad thing was that i wasn't that into it... cause from the way i saw it they wasn't that into the music too... but KYO gave us the last part to sing... SO I CAN LIVE SO I CAN LIVE!!! I didn't really hear anyone sing it, all I heard was ahhhhhhhhhhh.... but it was so cool tho I'm so happy he did that... I feel so loved cause he does that to eh Japanese fans you noe...I didn't really feel them until Saku though... that's when KYO started to do his THING a lot more and everyone else seems to be livelier; he was doing A LOT OF THEM!!! I mean poppin everything and wow he was sooooo cool... but yeah everything he screams we scream with him and you can tell he was very happy cause he kept screaming more and more and we kept getting louder and louder… the security guards and the people taking pictures plug their ears at times… it was cute… but yeah he smiled once in a while when he was very satisfied? Or when we surprise him… I can't see it very will maybe because we was on the second level… its so rare to see him do that… all DIRU fans knows this…

But yeah the coolest part was that KYO leaned over his box at some point and put the mike right there on the edge of his mouth and started to wat seems like make out wit it... lol that was so sexy he did it twice I forgot on what songs tho... and on DEAD TREE he didn't do his snake dance but then he went on top of his crate and tucked his toe feet into his stomach and his mic was on the front middle of the thing and he leaned down and spread his hands out and he was like flying!!! OMFG that was so beautiful and everyone scream and omg I went "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! KYO!!!!" but yeah can't help it, it was so beautiful… who else seen it? So wow… and yeah then Ryojoku no ame came on and he did his triangle hand and everyone did it… I swore KYO smiled for a split second… it was so amazing…

And TOSHIYA!!! He is so omg… he played with the fans the most… at one point when KYO was singing and he wasn't playing, I think he wanted to know if anyone was playing attention to him or not so he hit himself on the head twice… and the coward went wild… lol that was so cute… oh and there was 2 times that I caught he drunk his water and had it in his mouth then spit it into the air and it fell on him again… he was giving himself blessing… lol so cute… I love him!!!

But you noe what I don't think they noticed the second level untill the encore or at least not us… which was okay I guess... it was KYO at first when Ryojoku no ame came on and he did his triangle I think he saw us there and got on the box more often so that was cool... then yeah I witness it... I was pointing at DIE when he was head banging to C or IIID Empire... then right after he looked up and his eyes widen… He looked shock... hahaha and he pointed back up... and then he started to look up more and smiled at us... the third one that found us was TOSHIYA... it was when KARORU came to DIE's side and we all pointed at him and he didn't look up, which my sister said he did so he found us right when my love found us too… but I turn TOSHIYA at that time and he pointed up at us think he was yelling yeah!!! … I mean they, all of them didn't look to the left or right but straight at us… there was probably about 8-10 people there right where we was… cause we had separations from a couple of the other people around us and we was right there in the center of DIE's side… plus there were more people on the other side cause they said it was a better view which was wrong… the girl we met at the FVT came over after the concert and stood there and was in awwww cause she couldn't see KAORU or TOSHIYA form her side but yeah that was so cool...

I forgot what song came on… and we was singing along… you should have seen KYO's face… he was so wow… so the first time he sang it and he stop and listen to us… then he smirk and gave us the death glare then after wards he gave us the mic and yeah it was so cool… then yeah the concert ended with KYO mouthing "bye" and "thank you" he smiled too before he left and my sister said he said sumin into the mic real fast before he left… she said it was either arigatou or sayonara… I dunno but that was so sweet of him… so I hope he did have fun in Detroit... then TOSHIYA and DIE and KAORU was so sweet... they was kissing their picks and throwing them to the fans... then they went back to get more and SHINYA came and throw his drumstick then disappear and the other three came back... this time they was all on our side of the stage… will DIE and KAORU… DIE was trying to throw the picks at us but it was too high so most of them didn't make it, one landed on the stereo… he didn't noticed so the fan yelled and he threw another one... that lucky bastard got two... and then finally KAORU started throwing sum up to us... then TOSHIYA came over with a water bottle and tried to splash us with the water but we didn't get any cause we was too far but some people got it... then he threw the water bottle and it the lights and bounce back... lol that was so funny everyone started laughing... reminds me of the bike crush... lol I swear though he was aiming it towards us… cause if he just threw it then it would have gotten up there… but he aimed towards the light and we was right behind it… or close to being behind it… it was so cute tho that dork…

but yeah then it ended and we went down to find my friend... and guess wat she won the meet and greet.. we got caught on the fan cam... lol but yeah that was soooo cool then me and my sister decided that my oldest sister should get one and guess what SHE WON TOO!!! my oldest sister and my friend went to the meet and greet and yeah they wasn't gonna sign but at the last minute they decided to sign so my sister bought me and my other sister shirts and got it sign for us and she got a poster... She said she saw all of them coming out in this line... Kaoru Toshiya Die Shinya and KYO tho will he did sneak out somehow or hid… that was weird but I love him even more for that… he's being the KYO we all noe… ^-^

anyways I think they might really be happy and we did a good job I guess... cause my Florida friend said that they was more wild here...

anyhow my sister said DIE and SHINYA might remember us from the FVT cause when she shook their hand they looked up at her and had a huge smile on their face... she said die had on that confused face staring at her then he just smiled and smiled... that was so cute... but yeah I hope they do remember us esp. SHINYA cause him and his bike... hahaha super cool...

but yeah guess that too… TOSHIYA said "thank you" to her… she was holding the shirt and he was signing… she said no one was holding their shirt so it was hard for them to sign and there was only 2 staff there to help them so my sister was helping them out when they was signing the shirts… and guess what they all took their time to write on her's… cause we looked at her's and KAT's, Kat's shirts was very messy… hahah aright KAT… but yeah that was so cool… before they sign the shirt she gave them the poster and TOSHIYA wrote "THANX" on there… so sweet… but yeah I want to hear him say it…

but yeah super long sooooooo sorry… if you read this… holy I love you… ahhaha

edit:
omg and KYO's accapella(s) was so great cuase you noe it was kinda quiet... and when he started to cry... I went awwww and everyone kinda yell very low... so yeah it was great that there wasn't much noise cause he kept doing his soft nosies like his moans? it was so great... when he was crying I wanted to cry with him... and pat his head... ^-^ but yeah I think I heard someone yelled "FUCK YOU!" during KYO's accapella, so he stopped and Kyo-grished "FUCKA YOU MOTHAFUCKA!"... he's the greatest...

songs... not in order...
The Final ---- (this was first)
THE FATAL BELIEVER
Agitated Screams of Maggots
Grief
Saku
Itoshisa ha Fuhai ni Tsuki
Kodoku ni Shisu, Yueni Kodoku
Disabled Complexes
Kasumi
Dead Tree
Ryojoku no ame
Merciless Cult
Obscure
Machiavellism
C
The IIID Empire
Clever Sleazoid
Beautiful Dirt